1. |
Still Can Smile
04:27
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Life keeps changing, people so angsty
Not much time and everything's fading
We gon' die but before that day we
Still can smile
Life keeps changing, people so angsty
Not much time and everything's fading
We gon' die but before that day we
Still can smile
One life to live, you know the cliché
Everybody wants to be a winner like a sweepstakes
Taste success but wonder when I might choke
Walk through my days like a juggler on a tightrope
Fed up with my head up, tryin' to keep it vertical
And not go and flush everything away like a urinal
Built a foundation on fertile land
But bad circumstance turned my plans into dirt and sand
Some fight fate like they're castigating karma
Heat bearing down like they're trapped inside a sauna
Social media feeds trafficking in trauma
Visible vulnerabilities through lacerated armor
And maybe I'm soft like velveteen
'Cause all these algorithms really messin' with my self-esteem
Gloom showing, doomscrolling from dusk to dawn
Full of outrage fatigue and can't brush it off
Life keeps changing, people so angsty
Not much time and everything's fading
We gon' die but before that day we
Still can smile
Life keeps changing, people so angsty
Not much time and everything's fading
We gon' die but before that day we
Still can smile
This goes out to the dudes and the girls we like
Goin' through it and still shinin' them pearly whites
To kids shakin' and breakin' because they hurt at night
Turnin' hardships into art with every word they write
Brain fog can blind imagination
Offset progress, stunt your maturation
I think I'm finally ready, though, to be a man with some
Happiness beyond my Peter Pan syndrome
Deep down demons, dueling with a monster
It can haunt ya, but forward moving is the mantra
Takin' time, too tepid and temperamental
Got more to explore, my existential potential
Huh, but let me put it into simple terms
Live and learn and take advantage when it's your turn
Mile after mile gave me trial after trial
But I still ain't dead, so let me smile for a while
Life keeps changing, people so angsty
Not much time and everything's fading
We gon' die but before that day we
Still can smile
Life keeps changing, people so angsty
Not much time and everything's fading
We gon' die but before that day we
Still can smile
Life keeps changing
Everything's fading
Fading, fading
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2. |
Doesn't Matter
04:17
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Yo, come on, build that beat up
There you go
Need somethin' we can dance to
Hey there, what do you know?
I'm back, got somethin' to show
Yeah, long time waitin', it's the season
Bodies shakin', people screamin'
Some like 80's, some like 90's
Somethin' crazy, come and find me
Playin' grooves and drums and rhythms
Folks are movin', come and listen
I pack the floor because the house is open
When the track's performed I got the crowd in motion
That energy pulsin' when I'm near ya'll
Reflected back like a mirror ball
Heard that music, beat so tribal
Instinct kicked in, feelin' primal
Some want future, some want retro
Doesn't matter, let's go
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner
Waitin', a choo choo choooo
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner, waitin' for my lover, oooohhhh
Comin' off the corner
Wildin' out now, it's disorder
Speakers boomin' like a mortar
Life is short and gettin' shorter
But I'm just bantering
Call back, you answer me
We're all up in this dancery
Feelin' the wave like manatees
This party's starting, feel it comin'
Treble levels, bass is bumpin'
Sound is bouncin', keep it runnin'
We've been schemin', up to somethin'
Take a break from tragedy
No place I'd rather be
Got good times here and fun times after
Worry not, it doesn't matter
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner
Waitin', a choo choo choooo
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner, waitin' for my lover, oooohhhh
"Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner, waitin' for my lover, oooohhhh"
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner
Waitin', a choo choo choooo
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner, waitin' for my lover, oooohhhh
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner
Waitin', a choo choo choooo
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter
Baby, baby
Hangin' on the corner, waitin' for my lover, oooohhhh
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3. |
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[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Hey, let's talk about my generation
Higher education with lower level wages
Inheriting a fucked up economy
From brainwashed boomers with twisted ideologies
So my generation's full o' despair
Filled with pills, disillusioned, thinkin' no one'll care, yeah
Askin' if we have a death wish
'Cause I keep seein' the deceased in my Facebook friends list
Senseless, venting in virtual voids
On a dyin' planet that's been hurt and destroyed
Saw active shooters in a class o' students
As the paranoia mounted with massive movements
Survivalism, no canteens or canned beans
Starvin' in a garden, it's time to plant seeds
Deserve better in the times that we face
Still maladjusted, but finding our ways
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
Up against the world, no preparation
But this one's for you, my dedication
My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
At the end of our ropes, desperation
But this one's for you
[OKnice]
My generation's always knowin' where the exit is
In any place in case there's a gun and gotta exit quick
All some drops in a bucket and now who's next to kick
A world where there's nothin' to lose and so what's left is this
Some debt, some death, no rest, no checks
So go ahead, Mr. Officer, you can check my breath
Perfectly sober, maybe I'm wantin' to wreck
Know that carryin' that badge don't require respect
Got a cocktail of pills just to function
Got degrees on the wall that mean nothin'
Wanna cry but instead I'm mean-muggin'
Don't wanna die, I just wanna feel somethin'
So I glue my eyes to a screen to find what I need
My mind can retreat, then rest, rinse, and repeat
All my days been the same, countin' steps on the street
All my songs been the same, just stress and a beat
[Christopher Michael Jensen & Sei Young]
Chris: My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
Up against the world, no preparation
But this one's for you, my dedication
My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
At the end of our ropes, desperation
But this one's for you
Sei: (My generation, my generation
My generation, my generation
Against the world, no preparation
This one's for you, my dedication
My generation, my generation
My generation, my generation
End of our ropes, desperation
This one's for you)
[Sei Young]
Uh, we're a product of the boom, there was toxins in the womb
You could lock us in a room with the product to consume
We'll frolic in the gloom 'til we're followin' the flume
To that watered down part of town that profits off our tomb
Face full of our phones, bathin' in loans
Couldn't make it alone, so we're stayin' at home, uh
Raisin' our own, didn't wait 'til we're grown
And the ways we were shown are outdated and foreign
These days go by so fast, cherish every little
Moment, they don't last, before you know it
They are gone
Gone
These days go by so fast, cherish every little
Moment, they don't last, before you know it
They are gone
Gone
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
Up against the world, no preparation
But this one's for you, my dedication
My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
At the end of our ropes, desperation
But this one's for you, my dedication
[Christopher Michael Jensen & Sei Young]
Chris: My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
Up against the world, no preparation
But this one's for you, my dedication
My generation, yeah, my generation
My generation, yeah, my generation
At the end of our ropes, desperation
But this one's for you
Sei: (My generation, my generation
My generation, my generation
Against the world, no preparation
This one's for you, my dedication
My generation, my generation
My generation, my generation
End of our ropes, desperation
This one's for you)
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4. |
Dark Clouds
04:06
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Take everything inside my dome, put it all inside a poem
I can drone on an on like a dial tone
Please call me, low battery on my dyin' phone
A metaphor for my life and I don't wanna die alone
Isolation, boxed in like styrofoam
Bolsterin' my budget in hopes that I can go buy a home
I oughtta do better, wonderin' why I don't
Way too many bullshit excuses that I condone
Self-doubt doubling, mentally unsettling
Waiting for a wedding ring, wishing for some better things
Maintain, riding out the pain, keep on peddling
Up and down unknown roads and sick o' settling
I stayed away from drugs but caved to other vices
Invested in my goals but paid some other prices
Got some bad habits, plus a bunch o' baggage I'm unpackin'
Takin' action so that I can change up what my life is
Fed up with it all, lookin' for a way out
Everything around me's heavy, headed for a breakdown
I just wanna get up, yeah, I just wanna live
There is only so much I can give
I don't wanna waste my time
Makin' all the same mistakes
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
If I don't find myself a way to escape
'Cause I've been wardin' off the boredom with a shortage of endorphins
I awaken with an achin', layin' dormant in the mornin'
Needing mental stimulation, I've been forcin' these recordings
Every day is a gift but I've distorted the importance
It's sort o' like a storm with dark clouds over our house
Family goin' through it, strain is buildin' in my heart valves
Under pressure with these dark thoughts contemplated
Steadily stavin' off suicidal ideation
Lookin' for patience, gradual growth, and evolution
Makin' up another list, I got some resolutions
'Cause it doesn't gotta be the first of January
To get your bad habits cleaned up like it's sanitary
'Cause goddamn, it's scary, when you're agin'
But never changin', and get so broke you start breakin'
I'm pacin', run around racin'
Chasin' my tail so long I started chafin'
Figured I'd be further, forever fostering fickle fate
Worries pilin' up like a traffic jam on interstates
Time tuggin' on me, my body is quiverin'
Soreness where my kidney is, we're not immortal and it's sinking in
Wrote about the last couple decades while hooked up to morphine
Never take this for granted, haven't finished my story
Fulfilled dreams, others linger like The Cranberries
Livin' for the love o' this until I'm in the land buried
Fed up with it all, lookin' for a way out
Everything around me's heavy, headed for a breakdown
I just wanna get up, yeah, I just wanna live
There is only so much I can give
I don't wanna waste my time
Makin' all the same mistakes
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
If I don't find myself a way to escape
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5. |
Stargazing
04:00
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Yo, I'ma let this drop like a Tetris block
When puttin' together lines, think I need a Tetinus shot
Because I'm havin' like a spasm when I'm rappin'
Yeah, I'm comin' out my cavern, packin' passages with passion
And I'm passin' through the world around me, a wistful wanderer
Midwestern Minnesotan, modern day philosopher
In my mind a conqueror, been warrin' with my psyche
Over analyzing, agonizing over my dreams
Now they're night terrors, scared of unknown destinations
Life's a trip and I've been trippin' off o' trepidation
Tread along, tremblin', endin' statements in exclamations
Weekends screamin', deep in thought while my pen is shakin'
Pendulum swingin' while the record is spinnin'
These goddamn clock hands strangle my neck every minute
Life is comin' at me fast like a shot to the head
So I'm ducking like the F-word on autocorrect
Stargazing, triumph on the brink
And all the thoughts I think turn to blots of ink
Journals drippin', pages dampened with the weight of it
Plannin' how to map a route, lost in the haze of it
Stargazing, triumph on the brink
And all the thoughts I think turn to blots of ink
Journals drippin', pages dampened with the weight of it
Plannin' how to map a route, lost, this might take a bit
Scribble quotes in notes that's aspirational
Musical meanderings manage to pack the pages full
I can crack my cranial open to have my brain exposed
Some tasks can take a toll but I ain't lackadaisical
I gotta log a lot o' labor like a sweatshop
Ridin' 'round the road to riches, skippin' over rest stops
Determined to earn it without workin' a desk job
Singin' a song through the sonics like a hedgehog
Earnin' my stripes, it's part of my purpose in life
Personal gripes overcome and I'm first in the fight
And every verse I recite's like a tourniquet, tight
And each word is precise as a surgical slice
Because I'm certified fresh, the ripest tomato
Doper than weed, got you baked just like a potato (hahahahaha)
Constant with my confidence and highly motivated
Underestimated greatness that cannot be overstated
Stargazing, triumph on the brink
And all the thoughts I think turn to blots of ink
Journals drippin', pages dampened with the weight of it
Plannin' how to map a route, lost in the haze of it
Stargazing, triumph on the brink
And all the thoughts I think turn to blots of ink
Journals drippin', pages dampened with the weight of it
Plannin' how to map a route, lost, this might take a bit
And everywhere I go
The music keeps on pumpin'
It's givin' me a feelin'
That I can keep on runnin'
And everyone I know
Is scared of bein' nothin'
They're stretchin' out and reachin'
For somethin'
Stargazing, triumph on the brink
And all the thoughts I think turn to blots of ink
Journals drippin', pages dampened with the weight of it
Plannin' how to map a route, lost in the haze of it
Stargazing, triumph on the brink
And all the thoughts I think turn to blots of ink
Journals drippin', pages dampened with the weight of it
Plannin' how to map a route, lost, this might take a bit
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6. |
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[Optimystic LMZ]
I just gotta say "Christopher Michael"
What is it? "Christopher Magic Jackson"
Hahahahahahaha
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
We're in the studio, big posse cut
[eLoda]
eLoda, Optimystic, C.M.J., Nickle Nelly
[Nickle Nelly]
It's the whole squad
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Comin' at you live
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Go in, just start layin' raps and
Maybe I'm crazy, a stark ravin' madman
You know, somethin' like Mark David Chapman
'Cause I'm lookin' at the stars, aimin' at them
Huh, but no .38 caliber
Tryin' to write a classic like J.D. Salinger
But our days are numbered like a calendar
Need to blow up like the Space Shuttle Challenger
Since a little fan, driven like a minivan
But peeps been sleepin' like they're eatin' tryptophan
And I ain't settlin' for table scraps
Gotta go for gold like a Kurt Angle match
Speakin' from the soul like Posdnuos
Comin' with more rhymes than Dr. Seuss
I'm cold with the flow like Link with the Ice Rod
Smooth like butter, motherfucker, word to Phife Dawg
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, like
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, right
[Nickle Nelly]
We achoo like a sneeze, catchin' a breeze
As we're rappin' with ease, after showin' up late fashionably
My style is to wear my heart on my sleeve
So when I'm armed with beats, I go so hard it's hard to believe
Everybody come and see the main attractions
Trained assassins on the mic, settin' off these crazy chain reactions
What'll happen next? Nobody knows
Combination more volatile than mixin' bakin' powder with Coke
I've now awoke, I'm havin' a revival
Learnin' to cope, it's a matter of survival
Hand me that apple, I'm Adam in the Bible
Highest level of communication, Amy Adams in Arrival
I've had enough of this libel, we champions with titles
Compared to us they're advanced as middle school band recitals
What's the cost of an original thought? A nickel
My battleship rolls on as I keep on launchin' missiles
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, like
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, right
[Optimystic LMZ]
I'm a braless Black Panther, gnarly as Charlie Manson
But don't harbor any anger, I'm in horror movie danger
My girl hollers my horoscope, I'm scopin' it, all angles
Woke by my own angels, I spoke to God through strangers
Gave birth in a manger to an earth that's often strangled
I'm strayin' farther, fading memories of my father
Faith is fraying, daughter asking me to be there more often
The waiting coffin is callin' me from the seat of my office
I make a beat, it's my offspring, nothing more sacred than offerings
And I can't fake it, the fame tainted my favorite of authors
I paint the walls of Valhalla, the Sistine Chapel, and halls of
The high schools I thought were so awful
We were some organized freaks, living free, Abbie Hoffman
Oughtta be proud of the ground that we took from the goblins
I sip blood of my enemies mixed with whiskey in goblets
Born to spread peace, we bred steeze, our bread keeps
Hoarding, we get deep, good for you like the best sleep
No acting, no Meryl Streep, but we terrorize Merrill Lynch
Gettin' green like the Grinch, don't skimp, and say fuck a snitch
Fuck a simp, I won't be a sim, I'm a pimp and I pop like zits, give a shit 'bout your politics
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, like
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, right
[eLoda]
I get kind o' fiendish when the mic is gone
Like a meth-head with a PIB pipe and all the rocks and lighters gone
I'm a fighter born for chaos and pure destruction
So maybe that's why I sit here wonderin' where all the love went
Troubles and ups and downs, cycles got me so upset
Got me boardin' jets to warmer zones to get me out o' this
Southbound, feelin' crazy, coolin' with a cold brew
Starin' at me sideways, bitch, I don't even know you
These emcees servin' parmesan and drywall in plastic bags
We servin' up four-dimensional Ragnarok through laser tag
Let's all get paid, everybody gets a bag
And in my perfect rap world everybody gots beats that bangs
I'm a nice guy, Minnesota type o' way
The kind that smiles when I'm really thinkin' "fuck you anyway"
But that's only for the punks and posers, 'cause we really do this
Turn up your background vocals and we'll keep on stayin' ruthless
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, like
Testing, test, one, two, three
Get up on the mic like drop that beat
Came to rock a rhyme, really ready to roll
I'm on stage all night, alright, let's go, right
[Nickle Nelly]
Test, test, test, one, two
One, two, three
C.M.J, the whole crew
One, two, one, two
We achoo
Huh, heh, choo, whoooo
Achoo, I mean ahaa, doo
Test, one, two, three
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Ahhh hahahahahahaha ahhhh
[Nickle Nelly]
I think we got some usable, I think we got some usable, uh, quality, haha
[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Uh, keep that, I'm gonna use that one
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Christopher Michael Jensen Minneapolis, Minnesota
Minneapolis hip hop...and I don't stop.
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