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Track 6

lyrics

[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Caught up in the past and my good days prior
Anxious, aimless, and uninspired
Wakin' up late from a long night, tired
Had a bad dream, now I'm caffeine-wired
Many lonely years followin' a fantasy
Bills pilin' up and I don't know how to handle these
Tryin' to flee the dark days like a car chase
Mind playin' tricks on me like I'm Scarface
Maybe I need some medication
Or just more clarity, therapy, meditation
My mom's been in and out the hospital
And really, I've been scared to death, if you wanna know
On the low, some emotions you don't wanna show
Too much to think about, freakin' out, gotta go
But tomorrow is another day
Make it work, whatever the weather, sun or shade

[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Depressed nights are the worst thing
Emotions bottled up until they're bursting
Screamin' at the universe, cursing
Down low, lost in the world, searching
Draped in a blanket, starin' at the ceiling
Hours on end, overwhelmed by your feelings
Spaced out now, nothin' is appealing
Dealing, here hopin' for some healing

[Nur-D]
I be wakin' up, Sunday to Sunday
I try to keep it casual like crushes on the lunch date
Recently I feel like all my dreams are flying far away
And higher than my eyes can see from down here on the runway
And they say that I need to have faith
Fall to winter, spring to summer, hangin' on to Yahweh
Hallelujahs are like kind o' hard to sing
When you're dialin' up to Heaven and you feel you're straight to V.M. on the second ring
But faith is not really the things that you will always see
Sometimes it's just the hope that all your grass can really be
Green just like your neighbor's or maybe something greater
'Cause life is just a crazy girl that's pretty 'til you date her
But maybe crazy's too strong, maybe I am dead wrong
Life is more than lyrics thrown together in a rap song
Or any type of song form
But I'll keep hitting stages 'cause like maybe I will find my happiness after the encore
Yaaaahhhh

[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Depressed nights are the worst thing
Emotions bottled up until they're bursting
Screamin' at the universe, cursing
Down low, lost in the world, searching
Draped in a blanket, starin' at the ceiling
Hours on end, overwhelmed by your feelings
Spaced out now, nothin' is appealing
Dealing, here hopin' for some healing

[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Da da da daaaaaaaa
Da da da daaaaaaaa
Da da da da
Da da da da da
Da da da da da

[Christopher Michael Jensen]
Depressed nights are the worst thing
Emotions bottled up until they're bursting
Screamin' at the universe, cursing
Down low, lost in the world, searching
Draped in a blanket, starin' at the ceiling
Hours on end, overwhelmed by your feelings
Spaced out now, nothin' is appealing
But in time find healing

credits

from Subjective Art For Mass Consumption, Vol. 1, released September 23, 2022
Written and performed by Christopher Michael Jensen and Matt Allen

Produced by Optimystic LMZ

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